The picture you see on this page is not far form the townhome I am using for the time being. I have a three bedroom house I have not seen in over a year. It would be nice to go there for a few weeks and maybe work from 'home', not any where near the mountains in the picture but about 1400 miles east of these mountains. I have a job where I feel I am being held hostage. I have 10+ years experence but I must quit and take a lesser job before I can go back to work in my field or I can stay where I am not happy.
Did you know there are rooms that have been done and I have not seen them. A patio cover has been added and the kitchen will be started soon. I have not seen any of it or been apart og the changes yet I am the one paying the bills. What is wrong with this picture.
So what to do? Stay where I am and turn into a person I don't like and make others as unhappy as myself? Quit and risk loosing the beautiful house that is very close to being paid off? Or find a way to make peace with the job and and those making my work life less that productive.
I know there are service men and women who have not been home in years but even knowing that I am still angery, hating the job I have and resenting those that have been allowed to make be feel less than who I am just to puff up their own egos.
