Clouds at the Top

This photo was taken from my apartment. It is the hill just behind the complex. I love taking pictures of the mountains, clouds, sunset... I am planning to buy a better camera. I would like to spend some time taking pictures and planning a book. Only print enough for friends and family. Posting some of my pictures here will give me a chance to show other my pretty picture.

My son told me I have the heart of an artist. It is true. I would rather work at art that at anything else. I have three quilts I am in the process of making along with blankets, cross stitch, cooking and much more. Mom and I often have word about expanding the house. I really want a studio for all my projects. Even writing plays a part in the art.

Well for the time being you are invited to enjoy my picture….

Weird Stuff

-The internet connection I have to deal with these days is really bad. It fails at the worst possible moment. I was writing a blog entry last night and the connection dropped when I tried to save it, better luck this time.

-When I took the new position I new there was no reason for me to think I cannotdo the job. The concerns I had were with office space, being given a BlackBerry and more meetings. I worry over the oddest things, not whether I can or cannot do this job but about stuff.

- I will meet the new powers that be next week. I have an introduction to the staff not living local. I have not taken the time to read the information yet, but I will before i talk to the new managers. I have received twice the number of employees as the person had before me. I am sure things will change but only time will tell if the change is to the good or bad.

-I did talk to Mom tonight. All is well at home. Mom is started going to Curves for exercise daily. It should be good for her. I just hope she does not over do.

-I fill better today, Bill would be happy to know. I think I need to get the stress out one way or another. I am worried and not to sure of staying. I really would rather move home but I can't if I stay in the new position. I would like to stay with it for two maybe three years , at least long enough to pay off the house. Buying a house in spv is not are reall possibility. I have no intentions of staying not matter what.

New Job

I have a new position at work. I could not have been more surprised. I am very unsure of what I am doing. I called Mr. B to cry on his shoulder. I scared of failing those who except so much. I know I can do this but I have to follow my own mind not others. I am taking over a position that had 8 employees that will now have 19 employees. Some I know well and others not at all.

MrB listened and said all the right things. His mom did a good job. He is a good friend to have. Thanks to him I feel much better. My feelings were hurt and needed to be mended. I am still not sure I want to stay but only time will tell. The chance is theirs and they have only one. I can still move if it does not work out. The packing is half done and will stay that way for now.

Time to take my sad thoughts to bed.